The Calm Before The Storm

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I can smell the tense, I can feel the wearing patience, I can see the storm ahead. Yet, I failed to react to these challenges in a better manner.

We went for dinner at QV today, the atmosphere couldn't have been worse. I wished there is a hole for me to dig right in when I refused mom's suggestion to go to the airport on the coming Friday night. Dad and bro will be here to attend my brother's graduation ceremony.

When mom first made that suggestion, my immediate thought was: Why bother to go airport when we could meet them in the city? I can be rather selfish sometimes, not knowing when to stop thinking about my studies.

Why am I letting the demon out over and over again?